What Do I Expect From Life ???

What have I lost & what have I got
Whatever I had with me, today that has been lost
What I wanted 2 achieve & what have I got
Where is my destination
Where am I going?
Am I going on the right direction?
Thinking over these makes my mind more confusing
Am I happy with what I have?
If not why not
What else is there that I do lack
What makes my nights sleepless?
What is there that comes to mind always
What are my dreams & what my desire is?
Did I ever tried to get what I want from my life
Though I never asked for a lot of things to my life
I don't know why life has always begged a lot from me in return
Though life gave me a lot of good friends & a caring family
I have been brought up well & I have every reason to be happy
But what prevents my happiness to hug me
What is the reason, why I am sad today?
Why I am not happy why I can’t enjoy any achievement
Why at every step I move ahead I find something missing
What is there that makes me realize something is missing there
Am I waiting for some1 else or something else???
Unless I find what exactly my goal is, how I can be able to hit my target
So these days, I am in search of something that will be everything for me
How to get it, how to make my wishes come true
Have my fate preserved those for me or I have to yield it?
I am trying to find out what exactly I need
& what's more do I expect from my life...