I Hate... Myself

I lyk everybody, I luv somebody
I believe nobody but still do trust somebody
To d worst limit of my emotions
There’s some1 I have & I hate somebody

The one I hate till d date is someone
Whom I am trying 2 luv since long, very long
It’s none other than me, it’s myself only
Who has made my lyf a very sad song

I hate my soul for living a lie, living in illusion
For every false & artificial smile on my face
I hate myself 4 every shit that I find in me
I don’t lyk this life filled with emptiness, incompleteness

I hate myself for being something that I am not
In fact, I hate my heart for being just a fake
I hate god for still keeping me alive
Coz’ I am ashamed of every breath I take

I hate myself for not hating d one I should hate
I hate 2 think about myself & I hate to hear my name
I don’t hate people for not loving me anymore
Rather I hate myself for still loving them

I hate myself for always doing those things
That I never wanted to do, that I never tried to do
I hate myself 4 trying to make those things mine
Those which are not at all made 4 me, which can never b mine too

They say that some1 who loves can never hate anybody
I have an ocean luv for my people whom I am blessed with by my fate
But still could not preserve a single drop of it for myself, not yet
U knows what…that’s why I am still confused whether I love or I do hate…

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