Loneliness killing.....

It was mock at me; during this first touch of raindrops 2 ground
The whole globe was drenched in its shower except me
I just became a divorcee of my own fate
And it was a bad joke that destiny cracked at me

Being apart and lonely is like an old tree at some corner of the village
A silent witness of the entire storm that tried 2 erase its existence from the map concerned
But still I have to stand for my people who left me aloof
Coz' I still wish if they would ever think of my shadow after a long walk & getting tired

Still I didn't get why I remained alone, where I lost all my moments of joy
When was the beginning of my journey 2wards this loneliness
Where was the mistake that made me so typical & rude enough
So that someday scanning my feelings 2 get a smile will be proved foolishness

My loneliness has become a part of my life since long
That reminds me that I am not completed within myself, not yet
I realized that my loneliness was because of myself only
I have built walls instead of bridges in life, I was such an architect

We are born alone, we live alone, and we die alone
No one dies 4 another coz' every1 lives 4 his own
Though through our love and friendship we can create
The illusion for our moments that we are not alone, but it’s still an illusion

What I realized is that the most terrible poverty is loneliness,
And the feeling of being unloved, unwanted & underestimated
I am praying that my loneliness may help me into finding something to live for
So that I can live my days completely at least till it can be expected

When loneliness kills each smile that tries 2 wave my cheeks
It happens when loneliness becomes the murderer of each desire & 2 me it is happening
I feel all alone in the crowd & I feel dying at each moment though I am alive
Coz loneliness is disturbing me always.......& Loneliness Killing..........