Oh!!! Dear, Tear…

Removing my glasses
When I went 2 some corner of my bed
It was a dark room filled with complete hush
My breathe was providing warmth to the chilled air
Taking a long breathe when I closed my eyes
I felt something is making me so much concerned
My head inclined down 2 rest on my hands
And at that silent corner I heard.....
I heard a pathetic shriek piercing through the quell of the night
While opening my eyes slightly
I found something glistening on my palm
In the pale moonlight rushing into my cottage
I felt as if it is complaining, why I am detaching it from myself…

It was telling me, "Oh, dear!"
Don’t u luv me anymore?
How could u forget me...... so soon?
I am the only witness of all ur distress & joy,
All those precious moments preserved in me
& all ur built & broken dreams........
I am the only friend of ur loneliness till now
How can u be so much selfish...?
I know u r dejected, u r alone & u badly need my company
Plz don't drain me out of ur eyes
I beg u, plz don't.....
It's not the time 4 me 2 go away..........
I promise, that it will come d day
When I’ll leave spontaneously
I’ll make ur eyes wet of happiness
U will get ur blithe days back in ur life some day

Meanwhile, I felt bad for my mistake
It is killing me inside.........I started murmuring
As I was about 2 betray my feelings, “O my dear drop of tear...!”
I can’t help it anymore….. Coz’ it’s hunting me….
But how can I get u back in my eyes now?
It replied, u just can't do that
But u can do something that will be enough
To make d dedication of this drop of me valuable & hence complete
I was anxious 2 know what that was in fact
Then just before my question, it answered me in its last word
"Please, keep smiling!!!"

Then with a little stroke of the wind
My half-opened window opened completely
& the moon peeped into my room
I began 2 wonder, if the moon is still enlightening the earth
In spite of d fact that it has got dark marks on it
Why can't I smile when there is sorrow
Then I kissed the last drop of my tears
& went 2 bed with one more promise
That I won't let my tears fell, I'll never ever do.............

Waiting For U...

How to live without u & what's life without you
My days are going prolix & my night too goes lonely
I am tired of walking alone as there is no fun anymore
The desire for your company has started burning

Though your hand got slipped out of mine somewhere
But I know our hearts r still bound by some sinewy bond
I am always there for you through thick and thin
And I will always be there with u exhilarating to win

Oh dear, if some day u feel alone while there is no one with u
Then don't ever worry, just turn around & look behind u
U can find me right there waiting 4 u only for you
Where u left me earlier in the race of time

I will wait for you with hope & aspiration in my heart
No matter how far you are or where you are
I won't forget you & keep u in my heart forever
Coz’ my feelings are still secluded and in search for your soul

I will be waiting for you to feel your pacific touch
To hear your Musial voice & to get your magical hug
No matter when or how soon you will come back
But I'm still here, still waiting for u to finally be mine

Oh dear, life without you has become very pathetic
Neither anyone can take your place in my life nor will I let anyone to
I miss u so much & I need u badly 2 manage my living
I want your company very much in order to get my life back

I believe that you will come back to me someday to make me intact
We will remove the barbwires of misunderstandings together
And will walk together again & loose ourselves completely in each other
Hence at I am waiting for you anxiously & will always be waiting… only for u

...Rain

Once again the sky has started mutating its color
And it's going to be very gelid tonight
The swallow on some tree seems so happy
And the drops are going to hug the soil tight

There is no rising summer dust anymore
Sooner everything around will be wet
No one will be thirsty & nothing will be arid
Happiness will spread its carpet, there won't be late

There it has already started lightening in the sky
With huge sounds of thunder, clouds are playing tricks
With the comely & glittering stars on such a full-moon day
The moon was very busy in its hide & seeks

I saw the rain coming down, I heard it falling
I couldn't help it anymore & stepped out
To steal some moments from such a beautiful evening
To get a soft touch of rain, I just broke out

I wanted to be loose myself completely in this rain
I developed a desire 2 play with paper-boats once again
Like a small child jumping into mud puddles joyfully
I went crazy & my heart started dancing with my steps

I stood in the middle of its pouring, stretching my arms
Closing my eyes I tried to drink all of the rain
Making love with it I wanted to give a tight clasp like my love
With the touch of it I tried to forget all my growing pain

I thought, what is the use it if I cry for my pain
I know tears won't ever stand with this rain
Coz' drop of Tears don't differ from raindrops
Moreover if I’ll think about my wounds I might go insane

I wondered...Does god really have a reason for it
Why it rains, is it because god is sad?
Do the god himself has got some pain
Is it all the tears with him, which he had?

Whatever, this rain gave me another reason to smile, a reason to live
Gradually, the sky became clear & it was about to stop, the rain
But it left a foot print of those desires & pleasure
That came 4 a very short span into my heart's lane

Thus was my night drenched with some precious feelings
And with the slight, silky & supernal touch of rain on my face
I heard it whispering my name on the wind
And I heard it making a promise... to return again…