Funeral Of Innocence

During the early spring of my life

I used 2 b in a very blissful mood

I had a splendid ornament with me

That’s my innocence of childhood

But by the time I stepped ahead

2wards my tarnished adolescence

I lost that priceless property

My fickleness & innocence

I had 2 give up my restless mind

& I ran away 4m my own toy

Which was closer to my innocent mind

While I was a little boy

Gradually devil cracked its whip on me

With lust and dirty pleasure

Sin was about 2 touch my heart

My life became quite bitter

I started looking at life differently

With an experience I gained 4m my age

But I got it at the cost of something precious

As innocence vanished 4m my life's page

I wish, if any1 brings me back my innocent days

I will dedicate my entire youth 2 award him

Can innocence ever be found in me?

It mightn’t be possible anymore, yet 4 me it's my biggest dream

I Just Want..... Everything

I am not a bird
But I want 2 fly higher & higher
I don't have wings
But I dream of touching the clouds
I am not a king
But I want 2 rule over thousands of hearts
I don't have magical stick
But I dream of a heavenly kingdom
I am not a slave
But I want 2 serve needy people
I don't have a single penny
But I dream of helping poor fellows
I am not a flower
But I want 2 bring smile on some face
I don't have nectar on me
But I want 2 utter sweet words
I am not a candle
But I want 2 enlighten the whole world
I don't have much wax on me
But I want 2 burn throughout d whole night
I am not a tree
But I want 2 provide shadow 2 d passerby
I don't have branches full of fruits
But I want 2 feed a hungry
I am not a raindrop
But I want 2 subside the thirst of thirsty
I don't have a big cloud with me
But I want 2 drench d whole world with happiness
I am not selfish
But I just want everything
I want to share all that I have
Even though, I have got simply nothing.....

Oh!!! Dear, Tear…

Removing my glasses
When I went 2 some corner of my bed
It was a dark room filled with complete hush
My breathe was providing warmth to the chilled air
Taking a long breathe when I closed my eyes
I felt something is making me so much concerned
My head inclined down 2 rest on my hands
And at that silent corner I heard.....
I heard a pathetic shriek piercing through the quell of the night
While opening my eyes slightly
I found something glistening on my palm
In the pale moonlight rushing into my cottage
I felt as if it is complaining, why I am detaching it from myself…

It was telling me, "Oh, dear!"
Don’t u luv me anymore?
How could u forget me...... so soon?
I am the only witness of all ur distress & joy,
All those precious moments preserved in me
& all ur built & broken dreams........
I am the only friend of ur loneliness till now
How can u be so much selfish...?
I know u r dejected, u r alone & u badly need my company
Plz don't drain me out of ur eyes
I beg u, plz don't.....
It's not the time 4 me 2 go away..........
I promise, that it will come d day
When I’ll leave spontaneously
I’ll make ur eyes wet of happiness
U will get ur blithe days back in ur life some day

Meanwhile, I felt bad for my mistake
It is killing me inside.........I started murmuring
As I was about 2 betray my feelings, “O my dear drop of tear...!”
I can’t help it anymore….. Coz’ it’s hunting me….
But how can I get u back in my eyes now?
It replied, u just can't do that
But u can do something that will be enough
To make d dedication of this drop of me valuable & hence complete
I was anxious 2 know what that was in fact
Then just before my question, it answered me in its last word
"Please, keep smiling!!!"

Then with a little stroke of the wind
My half-opened window opened completely
& the moon peeped into my room
I began 2 wonder, if the moon is still enlightening the earth
In spite of d fact that it has got dark marks on it
Why can't I smile when there is sorrow
Then I kissed the last drop of my tears
& went 2 bed with one more promise
That I won't let my tears fell, I'll never ever do.............